To Be Continued...

I wish I could be half of the person I was in my dreams.
Half as bold.
Half as attractive.
Half as creative.
Half as smart.
Half as lucky.
Half as strong.

I am beginning to wonder if how I percieve myself is mostly dreams or reality.
Maybe I am underestimating my charisma. Maybe I am selling myself short.

However, the more I live in my dreams, the more off-putting I become. Does living in my dreams make me too proud, too confident, too cocky?

Humbleness seems to work, but that can also come across as fishing for compliments, or insecurity.

I know I am not the girl I think I am, but I always look at the extremes.
I need to find my own golden mean.